People: I'm sorry.

I haven't been on DeviantART for...months. I've been so busy. Too busy. In fact, I'm not really sure who's going to read this journal now - probably no one. I've given up on photomanipulation except for making avatars or wallpapers for myself. I've become a self-proclaimed pencil artist. I may upload some of my (not very impressive) drawings, if anyone asks me to. Anybody? Didn't think so.

After Michael Jackson's death, I think I just gave up. A huge part of me just gave up. That's why I've been gone. But I realized how stupid that is - he wouldn't have wanted anyone to give up anything because of him. So instead, I try to motivate myself. By drawing - so far, I've spent around 50 hours drawing and I'm not nearly done. It's weird.

Now I'm rambling, so I'd better shut up. But to make you all laugh, I tried dressage a few days ago. I was actually "very good" at it, according to my teacher, but then again it was beginner and probably anyone could be "very good" at it. So...must have been funny to watch.

-Me

For MJ fans: Tribute Portrait (I'm dot number 19148, SymphonyOfSorrow).

**The Facebook, Myspace and DA portfolio links aren't mine, it's the maker of the CSS. Also, if you press "note me," you'll be noting her, not me. If you press "watch me" though, then you will be watching ME. And the "gallery" button is for MY gallery.